September 2011
1 post
Rumi
I swear, since seeing Your face,
the whole world is fraud and fantasy
The garden is bewildered as to what is leaf
or blossom. The distracted birds
can’t distinguish the birdseed from the snare.
A house of love with no limits,
a presence more beautiful...
May 2010
1 post
I write things sometimes...part 1
I found a couple things that I wrote a while back. I am posting them. That is all.
“Elevations: A found poetry adventure of the rich and fucked up” (Found poetry taken from a rich people magazine)
The lifestyle perfect course Italy’s new complicated customized wine programs. Oyster Perpetual precision is mandatory. Rolex now available with virtually Indestructible,...
April 2010
1 post
February 2010
4 posts
January 2010
2 posts
How do I feel today?
been staring for a hundred hours run down a spiral drain keep mouth clamped tight, and it isn’t right three words keep running round my mind but my tongue is hard to find i need to let it go, because i know dark secrets burn their vessel tearing out to grab a mouthful chunk of heart destroyed by quiet yell it out before it kills you now let it all out i want you… used to...
So basically
I need something more in my life, cause this shit is just not cutting it any longer. I don’t know if I can wait anymore. You have no idea how much I want to just take the easy way out of this. I hate who I am just that much.
December 2009
5 posts
So I think
that I just came to a realization…and I am not sure how I feel about it.
I mean there isn’t much that I can DO about it, but I feel weird about this because it is most certainly unprecedented.
I just made the best vegan dinner EVER. Read more...
Chicken parm: whole wheat spaghetti, store-bought pasta sauce, boca chicken patty (check ingredients because for some reason, sometimes they ARE vegan, sometimes they aren’t. It just depends.) More sauce, and Mozzarella rice shreds (which smell EXACTLY like the real thing).
Side of wilted spinach with garlic, a little earth balance, a little olive oil, and a little sea salt with halved...
Drunk conversations with exes:
Nathan
haha it could be worse?
Liz:
Yeah, I could be broke and unemployed and filled with rage…oh wait!
Editors - No Sound But the Wind
We can never go home We no longer have one I’ll help you carry the load I’ll carry you in my arms The kiss of the snow The crescent moon above us Our blood is cold and we’re alone But I’m alone with you Help me to carry the fire We will keep it alight together Help me to carry the fire It will light our way forever If I say shut your eyes If I say look away ...
November 2009
8 posts
Robert Roy Britt, Editorial Director, Live Science November 26th, 2009 U.S. residents are wasting food like never before. While many Americans feasted on turkey and all the fixings yesterday, a new study finds food waste per person has shot up 50 percent since 1974. Some 1,400 calories worth of food is discarded per person each day, which adds up to 150 trillion calories a year. The study...
Holy fuck, I love Ben Gibbard.
The The - This is the day
Well, you didn’t wake up this morning ‘Cause you didn’t go to bed You were watching the whites of your eyes turn red The calendar on your wall Is ticking the days off You’ve been reading some old letters You smile and think how much you’ve changed All the money in the world Couldn’t buy back those days You pull back the curtains And the sun burns into...
Apple cider bread.
I made apple cider today. It is delicious. But I was left with about 2 cups of extra pulp that I knew I had to be able to do something with. So I did. I made what I will call apple cider bread. Basically it is banana bread, but minus the bananas, and plus apple pulp.
http://vegweb.com/index.php?topic=29274.0
This recipe, except 2 cups of apple pulp, or pomace, as it is called by people who want...
One of those things everyone does on myspace.
1. I only met you for one weekend, but I thought you were really awesome and I would like to spend some more time with you and get to know you. You seem thoroughly interesting and the weekend you were here, you effectively intrigued me. Come back.
2. You…are hot. Mind-bogglingly so. And it is not fair. Not only are you stunning, but you are intelligent too. I cannot handle this.
3. I...
Perfecting Unhappiness.
Out of sight, but never out of mind; you were a foundation upon which thoughts, hopes, dreams could be built. You won’t come back, and that’s alright; I got what I needed from you— a goodbye. So as I calmly settle into a life of acceptance— of quietly dealing with my fate; of burying emotions deep within what passes for a heart. Here’s to being content,...
I miss my friends.
For just a moment, could we be ourselves again? Those wide-eyed innocent kids, so in love with life, art, the world; with each other. Before we were so cold, so angry and hateful. When did we become so tired and jaded? How did we get so old? High rent, low pay and long hours. Spending time together in electric silence, punctuated by commercials and smoke and unreal reality. Is...
One New Message
Technology killed love, And severely maimed social interaction. The most important words that should Be said, can never venture past your lips, Left only to be expressed by our Emotionless fingertips. The sound of a beating heart, replaced By static electricity in your chest, (I’m sorry, you’re breaking up) Kisses have been condensed into Cute digital faces, and true laughter Can now be...
October 2009
23 posts
“Take your iPhone, stick it up your ass, take a picture, and e-mail it to...”
I happen to think I am a pretty awesome person, once you get to know me, you fucking dick.
Perfecting Loneliness
I’m a long list with no time sunset panic on the street sugar and lightbulbs the milk of kindness is behind us now with all those stones in your coat did you think they wouldn’t know? The tea leaves of trash sheets dirty needles and sweets zero to heaven in seven a lifetime of nanoseconds all the sand in your glass is going by so fast The radio is playing our tune I love...
You're the one I want.
blooming black flower wine slashed arms and new cut smiles tall for the falling down stronger now without you ‘round the prophecies were realized when we gave them proper time all truths come to light after lies have their night and it’s hard without you but it’s harder not to doubt you when you’re soo polite I’m too uptight you’ve grown more...
The closer you get, the more terrified I get.
Holy fuck.
“*picks up Field & Stream magazine*
“Uhhmmm…?”...”
– David
A better place, a better time.
Oh this loneliness is killing me, it’s filling me with anger and resentment; I’m turning into someone that I never thought I’d have to be again.
(-Streetlight Manifesto)
“In the beginning we were all fish, k? Swimming around in the water. And then one...”
– Mr. Garrison, South Park
Pioneers! O Pioneers!
Come my tan-faced children, Follow well in order, get your weapons ready, Have you your pistols? have you your sharp-edged axes? Pioneers! O pioneers! For we cannot tarry here, We must march my darlings, we must bear the brunt of danger, We the youthful sinewy races, all the rest on us depend, Pioneers! O pioneers! O you youths, Western youths, So impatient, full of action, full of manly pride...
Love
Because of you, in gardens of blossoming flowers I ache from the perfumes of spring. I have forgotten your face, I no longer remember your hands; how did your lips feel on mine? Because of you, I love the white statues drowsing in the parks, the white statues that have neither voice nor sight. I have forgotten your voice, your happy voice; I have forgotten your...
Stiff Little Fingers - Each Dollar A Bullet
Oh it must seem so romantic When the fighting’s over there And they’re passing round the shamrock And you’re all filled up with tears “For the love of dear old Ireland” That you’ve never even seen You throw in twenty dollars And sing “Wearing of the Green” (Chorus:) Each dollar a bullet Each victim someone’s son And Americans kill...
Stiff Little Fingers - Alternative Ulster
Nothin’ for us in Belfast The Pound’s so old it’s a pity OK, there’s the Trident in Bangor Then walk back to the city We ain’t got nothin’ but they don’t really care They don’t even know you know Just want our money And we can take it or leave it What we need is An Alternative Ulster Grab it and change it it’s yours Get an...
The Ruts - Something That I Said
Okay, kick them in the head Just cause something that I said You don’t want to know the truth Cause you’re wild and full of youth
Something that I said Was it something that I said Something in my head? You ain’t got no friends no more Cause you kick them to the floor Time will tell and you will see That it’s down to you, not me
Something that I said Was it something that...
Get to know me, because I know you don't.
I am a big pile of contradictions and conflicts. I have literally been on and off with depression for about the past twelve years. I don’t think I’ve ever been truly happy for more than a few days. I don’t really talk about feelings because that would require acknowledging that I actually have them…in actuality, at this point I really don’t have them. I feel like I...
September 2009
33 posts
“Maybe I didn’t really know you. Maybe you were just a mirage. Maybe the...”
– John Cusack, Say Anything
“I don’t want to sell anything, buy anything, or process anything as a...”
– John Cusack, Say Anything
“How many of them really know what they want, though? I mean, a lot of them think...”
– John Cusack, Say Anything
